seriously...

why did you kiss me?
i'd really like to know.

you think you can pull this crap about wanting to figure your life out...
you think i don't remember that it took you almost a month to kiss me the first time...
you think you can say let's just date other people while this is all getting figured out...
you think i don't notice that you're so afraid of knowing the truth...
you think that i'm not scared too...

what am i supposed to think about you kissing me, then?

...is your life all figured out?
...or did you just need a booty call?
...are you really dating other people? [because i don't want to.]
...are you even looking for the truth?
...i'm scared that i'm in love with you, and you'll never give me the chance to say it.

grow a pair, already.

or dare

and here's the song that makes me think of you.

Allow me to exaggerate a memory or two. Where summers lasted longer than, longer than we do. And nothing really mattered except for me to be with you. But in time we all forgot and we all grew.

Your melody sounds as sweet as the first time it was sung. With a little bit more character for show. And by the time your father's heard of all the wrong you've done, then I'm putting out the lantern. Find your own way back home.

If I've forgotten how to sing before I've sung this song, then iI'll write it all across the wall before my job is done. And I'll even have the courtesy of admitting I was wrong. As the final words before I'm dead and gone.

You've never been so divine in admitting your defeat, and I've never been more scared to be alone. If love is not enough to put my enemies to sleep, then I'm putting out the lantern. Find your own way back home.

[Panic at the Disco - Folkin' Around]

it's your ringtone now, too.

Truth

just be honest - this is the song that makes you think of me.

Walking the streets with you and your worn-out jeans
I can't help thinking this is how it ought to be
Laughing on a park bench, thinking to myself
Hey, isn't this easy?

And you've got a smile that could light up this whole town
I haven't seen it in a while since she brought you down
You say you're fine, I know you better than that
Hey, what ya doing with a girl like that?

She wears high heels, I wear sneakers
She's Cheer Captain and I'm on the bleachers
Dreaming about the day when you wake up and find
That what you're looking for has been here the whole time

If you could see that I'm the one who understands you
Been here all along, so why can't you see?
You belong with me

[Taylor Swift - You Belong with Me]

because you hum it and sing it under your breath all the time.